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Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
11:20 pm
So I felt like writing
With blinded eyes I paint my days
Black and blue and various grays
You ask me where my smile went
I’ll say “I slipped it under your sorrow bent ways”
You ask where I go when I disappear
I’ll say “I don’t understand…I never went away”
And when you stand to your defense I’ll throw my hands in the air
There’s no use in fighting, I’ll say “whatever you say”

And I find myself lost in a simply complex state
I don’t believe in God but I sure believe in fate
But when things go wrong I take the blame
I don’t believe in love but I sure believe in hate
You ask me to wish upon a shooting star
Maybe that wish will take me somewhere far
But I’ve wished and I’ve hoped and it’s a little too late
I’m going backwards and fast, at a climbing rate

You ask me what I want and I’ll say “I thought you knew…
You ask me everyday and I still haven’t a clue”
A little happiness, a little joy, a little light to my path
Something to work on when I’ve got nothing to do
I’m still just a girl, and I’m still lost in this world
And when someone finally finds me I turn right back around
I run through the fog, the dark, and the dew
And know that you’re glad that it’s me and not you

You ask where I go when I disappear
I’ll say “what do you mean, I was always right here”
And you tell me to smile and hold my head high
But the weight of the world is causing these tears
But I look up with the pain that it causes my soul
And swear to you I can lift it everyday on my own
But when you stand to your defense and tell me I fear
I can’t help but put a fist through you in the mirror

And with blinded eyes I paint my days
Black and blue and various grays
And as I lift my head to my tear filled gaze
I wish upon a star for better days

Current Mood: melancholy
Friday, December 23rd, 2005
1:08 am
stolen from Sidra...<3

The idea is, you post 20 messages but you don't say who they're to...

1. You're an awesome person and the only one i've been able to connect with on such a personal basis. You know me like no other, and i think it's safe to say that i know u just as well. We've shared countless of awesome moments together, but have also shared countless of bad ones. Those moments, good and bad, i will forever cherish. I love you very much, and always will. You're my best friend, and I think you're going great places in life if u can focus in on whats important, and forget about the things that aren't. I love you.

2. You try and create something that we both know isn't there. I care about you a lot but most the time I can't stand you. You've made me smile and laugh til my sides hurt, but you've also made me cry and just plain irritated. I honestly hope after everything is said and done, we can be good friends, but if we can't, it will be your fault. You need to grow up and learn how to deal with people. You also lie too much for your own good.

3. I soo wish you weren't still in highschool so that we can actually chill like we used too. I miss the timmy's lunches and spending hours on stupid crosswords that we would eventually rape. I love you to death and would do anything in my power to see a smile on your beautiful face. I hope everything is going well with you. Although I am busy and we don't talk as much as I would like, you're still one of my best friends and I thank you for everything you've done for me. Although I look down upon your DDR obsession, if it is in fact still there.

4. You're a spoiled bitch that I'm going to hit by the end of the year.

5. You're one of my best friends and I thank you for all that you've done for me. We've had ENOUGH good times, as well as some bad ones, but we manage. I would do anythin for ya, although ur quite the independent person, and I admire that. I hope your school goes well, along with your co op. I see u doing awesome things if u're able to know when to work, and when to party.

6. I've lived with you for 18 years, and you've been my guiding light when I had none. Although your ways can be a little fucked up, and sometimes I doubt what you will in fact do for me, but I know what you do is for the best, and I will love you no matter what. Whenever I'm down I can count on you to cheer my up with a good laugh at one of our 10000000 inside jokes. We've been to hell and back together, and we will continue to do so, although i hope hell is a little less involved. Our parents are on crack, and someday, we should buy them some.

7. I love you. But I hate you. And will do anything to avoid having to deal with you.

8. Reffer to above statement...

9. YOU RULE!!!! Livin across from you in uni has made my dark days bright, and you don't even know it. I just met you this year, but we've had some good times. At times when we're just both confused as shit about everythin, I thank you for the numerous times you've offered me your bathroom so that we can enjoy a bit of illegal activity to just let go. I got so much respect for you man, and i hope everythin is goin swell...see ya in a couple weeks.

10. You try to come off as the nicest person ever, but you're a bitch, and I will never kiss your ass.

11. I hope you're enjoying your time at York, although from what I've heard, you are. I'm sorry that you've had to go through so much shit in life, and the opposite sex is just a big asshole to u. We've had some wikked times together in a gay mans basement, and we've shared a lot of moments together, especially last year. You don't always get what you deserve, and that sucks. I wish there was somethin I could do to help with that. The most I can say is that i luv ya and anytime u need or wanna talk about somethin, I will listen :D I hope to see u again soon.

12. You're dating my sister, but you're annoying, and sometimes I wish to step on your face a little.

13. You're a good friend, but you try too hard to get in my pants. stop that.

14. I originally thought I was going to hate you. But turns out you're actually quite the cool person.We've had some interesting times meeting interesting people, and randomly drinking with random guys lol. Go us. I will also see u in a couple weeks, hope you're enjoying your time in Norway.

15. We've been best friends since grade 5, and no matter how long it is since we've talked, we still pick up where we left off. It's awesome. You were always there for me with my troubled love life, since you were in the same situation I was in most the time. I miss spendin time with you, but hopefully we will in the futur. I wish u luck at Brock.

16. You used to be a good friend, until you decided that your number one objective was to get in my pants. I've lost a lot of respect for you, and wish you would lay off.

17. You smother me online and try to do dirty things on cam. Why? You damn perv...block. delete.

18. You're an awesome aunt, and I'm sorry for what you're going through right now. Although you would never know this, you've been my sanity the odd times I get to see you. I think you're an awesome person, and I hope the cancer they find is curable. My best wishes...

19. We used to be real close, and you make me laugh like no other. I didnt always agree with your lifestyle, but it seems as though you've pulled yourself together, and finally stuck to one girl :P You're smart as fuck and I know you're going to be one of the most successfull people I know.

20. You live down the hall from me and I swear you're so kind hearted. You want the best for everyone, but i would never want to piss you off, seeing as what happened to the bitch who read your msn messages. Thanks for all the support in school, and we will make many more trips to the Centerspot to buy some more bingo cards to stray away from studyin! (if u win a million, u're splittin it with me)

Current Mood: contemplative
Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
11:20 am
random quizzes to pass the time
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'Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?'

- Frank, Donnie Darko

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Name tag for Lanna Lacasse from QuizGalaxy.com

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You fit in with:

Your ideals mostly resemble that of a Humanist. Although you do not have a lot of faith, you are devoted to making this world better, in the short time that you have to live. Humanists do not generally believe in an afterlife, and therefore, are committed to making the world a better place for themselves and future generations.

20% scientific.
80% reason-oriented.

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You will go to jail for:
You were mistaken for a serial killer because of your habit of wringing your hands in the air and yelling 'kill them all!'

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Well, I am quite impressed with the accuracy of these lil ol wastes of time. XD

Current Mood: bored
Monday, November 14th, 2005
9:51 pm
Sunday, November 13th, 2005
1:37 pm
Vodka + kegger + laying down + an asshole = things u never want done to you...so dont do it.

It will take a lifetime to live that down you fucking asshole.

Current Mood: stripped of everything
Monday, October 31st, 2005
10:36 am

(Beware the angry wet pussy!) AKA......me.

:D Peace.

Current Mood: ...and wet
Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
9:40 pm

Ugh...wordsCollapse )


Current Mood: irritated
Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
9:34 am
Happy Birthday To Me...

Current Mood: peaceful
Sunday, September 18th, 2005
2:01 pm
It's when everything is going right...that I'm sure everything is going wrong.

Current Mood: contemplative
Thursday, September 8th, 2005
1:35 pm

kids, its so fun. As im sure i'll run into problems throughout the year..but thats then, this is now, and right now is awesome. I hope everyone else is doin good wherever they're goin. Yesterday was an on campus party with finger 11 as our guests. it was sick. I then proceeded to drink with the guys across the hall along with a bunch of other ppl from out building. man i got SMASHED. it was fun tho, they're really nice. we just leave out doors open and we go back and forth as we please. it's too cool.

I havent a lot of time to write in detail..so i'll write later. I have 2 roomates that are real chillin, so all should go well. ciao!

Current Mood: awake
Monday, September 5th, 2005
9:15 pm
Peace Haut
*Just because I'm not taking you with me, doesnt mean I'm leaving you behind.*

I wish everyone the best of luck in whatever lies ahead for them this year. Thanks to everyone who cared enough to take time out of their schedules to give me the time of day. I'm outa here. Peace.

New cell: 519-573-4662...take note.

Current Mood: anxious
Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
1:20 am

Ani Difranco - Grey

the sky is grey,/ the sand is grey,/ and the ocean is grey/ i feel right at home/ in this stunning monochrome/ alone in my way. i smoke and i drink/ and every time i blink i have a tiny dream/ but as bad as i am/ i'm proud of the fact/ that i'm worse than i seem/ what kind of paradise am i looking for?/ i've got everything i want/ and still i want more./ maybe some tiny shiny thing/ will wash up on the shore./ you walk through my walls like a ghost on tv./ you penetrate me/ and my little pink heart/ is on its little brown raft/ floating out to sea./ and what can i say but i'm wired this way/ and you're wired to me,/ and what can i do but wallow in you unintentionally?/ what kind of paradise am i looking for?/ i've got everything i want/ and still i want more./ maybe some tiny shiny key/ will wash up on the shore./ regretfully, i guess i've got three simple things to say./ why me?/ why this now?/ why this way?/ overtone's ringing,/ undertow's pulling away/ under a sky that is grey/ on sand that is grey/ by an ocean that's grey./ what kind of paradise am i looking for?/ i've got everything i want/ and still i want more./ maybe some tiny shiny key/ will wash up on the shore.

For lack of better words...

Current Mood: mellow
Friday, July 22nd, 2005
8:21 pm
Why is it that everytime I go to post, i go blank and cant find the words to begin to express what I'm going through?

I guess I'll just quote a song then

"I may be surrounded by a million people but I still feel all alone."

Current Mood: sad
Sunday, June 5th, 2005
11:02 pm
Someone, tell me something interesting that I probably don't already know...
I'm in the mood to learn. o_0

Current Mood: blank
Monday, May 16th, 2005
4:06 pm
weee life

Hurray for being alive, but dead. *dances*

And dad...fuck you.

Current Mood: Odd o_0
Saturday, May 7th, 2005
10:51 am
I have no more energy.

-I have 5 ISU's due in the next 2 weeks
-Exams are commin up around the corner, and I NEED at least 70% on all of them (university requirements)
-My uncle whom i love just had a heart attack
-My parents are getting rid of my cat (Mittz) today, so when i leave for work today in about 7 minutes, I will most likely never see him again. I hate crying over animals...but he was one of my best friends.
-I'm finding no time to spend with Adrian because im so fucking busy
-My parents are dragging me out to family functions in ottawa, and sault st marie for about 3 weekends in a row. So there goes my relaxing time.
-After I'm done being dragged to family functions, I move. yep, thats right, to BRAMPTON. I'm moving to BRAMPTON June 25, day after exams. Talk about no time to rest or to see any friends.
-If i dont get into Uni this year, my father isnt letting me go back to highschool to make up for it. nope, he's making me find a full time job and pay rent. awesome. no pressure though. really.

...My mother just informed me that I should say bye to my cat. fuck. Bye.

Current Mood: depressed
Monday, April 25th, 2005
2:34 pm
meh...feeling somewhat alive.

When in doubt, 80's music.

And if that doesn't work..cowboy music..while watching grandma dance next to you, to the cowboy music. I garantee you will feel better...I did.


Current Mood: frustrated
Friday, April 22nd, 2005
9:15 am
This week I have been blessed with:

2 ear infections
1 eye infection
sore throat
constant cough
high fever
random dizzyness
occassional headache
Stuffed nose
Acheing body
Lock Jaw
upset stomache
a huge unexplained bruise on my thigh that has yet to go away.
And a mother who refuses any meds or any doctoral advice.

If there is a God...I must have really pissed him off.

Current Mood: sick
Monday, April 4th, 2005
8:25 pm
Reminder (its ok if you dont understand)
My heart will always be yours...

Just Live.

*cuz ya gotta have faith*

River dance <3

Current Mood: grateful
Thursday, March 17th, 2005
4:40 pm
"Why do I fear that the quieter I am the less you will listen?"

Current Mood: blah
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